Until this year I have never really thought I had a purpose, I was just going through the motions, living a life that I never felt like I fit into, for all of my life. Until this year. Alot of things have changed for me, I guess you could say that I have gone through an awakening. When I was younger I knew I was different I never fit in with my family, or people I went to school with I was “the black sheep” if you wanna call it that. Ever since I can remember I almost never had dreams. But when I did they always happened maybe that day, or months, or years it didnt matter my dreams came true. And they were all very important, or life changing events that happened through out my life. I didnt and still dont know why I do, its weird. But anyways, this year has brought on strong feelings of urgency (not about the end of the world 2012.. no) the way I see it is every few years people come up with some kind of end of the world prediction, it never plays out. I feel like my purpose is here and now, like some kind of switch has came up in me, but the problem is, that I dont know what that purpose is exactly. I feel like I’m waiting for something or some one. I feel like my place is not earth but some where else in this universe that I belong. Before this year I have never thought of it, never felt that way at all. The thought of extraterrestrials, other planets never really crossed my mind or mattered to me.
I also see 1111 alot and I’m not looking for it either, Ive read things about it being some kind of code or somethinng for awakening I don’t really know.
I see Auras, I have never seen them before. Im always out side at night gazing up at the stars, I cant help it, its like its calling to me. lol. I feel a bit crazy sometimes, I can’t talk to my husband about it because he laughs at me and its embarrassing . I just want to know what this all means.
ps. Last week I had a dream that I was with my family looking out of a window. It was dark out side, no stars just pitch black. All of a sudden it felt as if earth was flipping foward and as i looked up i saw what looked like 4 moons rising into the sky. Then there were space ships, 30 of them or so flying in the sky. One of them came to me and when they got out I saw tall white men with blue eyes and long white hair and a white beard. They looked very similar to us. The dream ended there but I wish it hadn’t . I remember being so happy. wonder what it all means?
Love and Light
Thank you for sharing your own story Amanda 🙂
what is happening is you are awakening to the truths of this world which has been written down in our history for centuries of time that there will be a shift in consciousness after 26,000 years.This will put us on the brink of a tipping point which will ccause a pole reverse where the axis will flip and revolve backwards putting us back in alignment with time. Or better know as eternal present time. This will lead humanity into a shift of consciousness which will cause us to expand our awareness and knowledge beyond our regular human capacity.
You are starting to question more and more because your consciousness is growing and your perception is changing within this awareness. You feel this innately because it is part of your subconscious reaching out to you. the symptoms start very minor at first, numbers, sychroncity, then a chain of events, people randomly appear in your life some from the past or just people who resonate strongly with you, this is all part of the shift of perception.
numerology is nothing but subconsciousness archetypal symbols that are trigger points to unlock our dna and awaken our energy from our long term memory.
i have a page on numerology, feel free to explore:
Predicting things from dreams is know as precognitive dreaming, this is beautiful article that talks about precognitive dreaming and it’s effect on consciousness. plus why it happens.
Seeing Auras, means your third eye is heightened and you are seeing the energy. Everyone has this energy for we are innately made of this and so is everything within this life.
Having a deep longing for the stars feeling like you’re part of something more is basically because you are a Starseed like everyone else here. We are being of light or energy and we are all connected.
Feeling like you have a purpose but you don’t know what it is is one of the very common ascension symptoms we experience. i would definitely check out some of my pages on the side they might be helpful to you.
As for your dream, it sounds like a very ascension-based dream that could be very real or symbolic. Most dreams are heavy in symbolism and what we make think is a dream about the ‘end of the world’ is really about events happening within our own life. So it’s hard to say what this dream was really about, the white bearded men could be like Elders or something or maybe this was a different planet or a different Earth. Sooo many possibilities.
I hope this helped and i’m sorry it’s taken so long to get back to you