I wanted to share last night experience. I had a dream which I guess represented my fear of losing my boyfriend due to cheating. I remember me he let me go through his phone because I had confronted him of an affair, instead I found several conversations, including pictures and all, two of them I knew who they were, other 2 unknown. I was devastated, but I was SO RELIEVED. When I woke up, though, I was shocked, it seemed more real than ever, certain cues in my dream which usually change, stayed the same. Im just unsure if my subconscious is receiving a cue from waking life. Because lately ive been calmed in regards to my insecurities and jealousy, that same day I said to myself”wow, ive made so much progress”. I tried falling back asleep with the blue lace agate around my neck, repeating to myself”please show me the truth when the time is right”.
When I awoke again, 45 minutes later. There was a moth on my window, not dead. I dont know how long it was there for. I felt it had to mean something. Do you think it has a correlation?
“Moth’s gifts include the power of the whirlwind, ease of movement in darkness/shadow, transformation/metamorphosis, ability to confuse enemies, ability to find light in darkness, hearing spoken and unspoken messages….Metamorphosis is part of moths magic – the egg stage is symbolic of the birth of an idea, the larvae stage is the foundation, the chrysalis stage is symbolic of the manifestation, and the growing of wings symbolises taking flight and exploring uncharted territory….The moth is an optimist and opportunist with countless transformative properties. From them we learn how to expand and perfect our inherent psiychic abilities, and how to let go of negative energies and unwelcome influences, helping us move into our personl power and happiness”
I have had similar dreams when i was in a relationship and thought he was cheating, it turns out i was just so caught up in the fear of losing him, that i kept attracting numerous illusions and all this anxiety about it into my life. In reality he never cheated on me to begin with but i had to go through many obstacles to heal my heart chakra through self-love and forgiveness of my past self. Don’t let your mind run the show, always let your heart. We are now almost married with a kid 🙂
hope this helps you