hi. i think i may be an indigo child, i was wondering what you could tell me about this. i often get terrified for no reason, i have a feeling like things around me are changing and it’s all about to crumble. when this happens, i get sort of dizzy and it’s hard to focus on things. i know that indigo children can often see auras or sense things, and i was wondering if this could have something to do with that? please help i hate being scared all the time and it would help me feel a lil more safe.
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You are definitely an indigo child as you are also a starseed like everyone else here. It sounds like to me you are experiencing a kundalini awakening or what is known as a spiritual awakening! It’s a beautiful time to be alive. There is no need to fear, these changes are merely your ego’s resistance to letting go of your old self. This anxiety is caused from your consciousness shifting in it’s perception of itself. As our consicousness shifts our perception of time itself shifts which causes a disturbance in how our mind reacts to certain experiences, this is because your energy is awakening. It can be scary at first but it’s important to research and understand what is happening this way you can find peace of mind again and be stable with yourself. The dizzy feeling is brought on by feeling immensely ungrounded, as we shift our energy shifts with us which causes that ego to come up again and fight for control, the dizzy feeling is a sign of your aura/torus energy field working but feeling imbalanced. it’s like being in a tornado essentially if that helps you understand better or if you know how you feel when you had too much to drink and you can’t walk straight anymore? it’s generally the same thing. The lack of focus is brought on by your mind’s ability to want to see things from a different perspective you could say you’re almost wandering through your thoughts, this is because your mind is telling you to look INWARDS instead of out.
I think you would find great comfort if you read about ascension symptoms and research more into this to help you understand what a spiritual/kundalini awakening actually is, i’ll give you some links to help you get started 🙂
List of Ascension symptoms: http://sunfell.com/symptoms.htm
This one goes into more detailshttp://www.in5d.com/transmutational-ascension-symptoms.html
Darknight of the soul: http://www.in5d.com/dark-night-of-the-soul.html
http://www.in5d.com/the-dark-night-of-the-soul.html
Kundalini Awakening: http://prof77.wordpress.com/new-earth/ascennsion/will-i-ascend/symptoms-of-awakened-kundalini-doin-it-old-school/
This site in general is AMAZING:
http://www.bibliotecapleyades.net/ascension/esp_ascension_12.htm
Okay i hope that helps start you off on your path, remember to let the fear go and always see that the answers you seek are all inside of you Listen <3
much love
Ash
