I am unsure of where I fit into the whole scheme of things. I believe that I am an incarnated angel who decided to reincarnate after I met this guy at 21. I tested most like Incarnated Angel, and I think he might be one too. After meeting him and fasting for him on KarwaChauth all of this started coming back to me, but still I have no idea what to do or where to take it. I feel this guy is my twin flame, and I dream and imagine his presence in places where I am sometimes. Long story short, help!
It feels like to me you are searching for identity. As i just wrote it’s essential to realize whether you are indigo, crystal, rainbow, blue ray, incarnated angel, elemental, etc. you are an Energy being, a starseed, a human created from stardust. I feel like these labels are symbolic archetypes of ourselves, different roles and perspectives we play. You’re putting way too much pressure and influence over your future, maybe he’s your twin flame maybe he’s not, but self-care and self-love always come first. This feels to me like you are searching for your own identity which is why you feel the need to find your twin flame. In a symbolic sense, the *need* to reach out to another and claim that he is your twin flame is stating to yourself the mirror of representation. This man is representing to you, your desire to find your own internal twin flame, your ida into your pingala and once you find that within you, you will find him again. Maybe not in the way you expected but you will find him again as we are all connected to the other. Do not worry, instead embrace inner stillness.