I feel like I’m failing, and I know you can’t fail, you succeed in your own time, etc. I just feel like I’m not doing enough to further my own ascension. How do I learn? How do I meditate better? How do I know when I’m getting signs from the universe? Yes, I know I’m ascending slowly, but maybe I’m just too impatient.
Patience is a virtue. We all ‘ascend’ at our own given rate through our soul progression. You are not failing. Even the card in tarot symbolizing Failure, the 7 of disks is about learning to see into our insights with patience. All things happen for a reason even when we feel stuck we are not really stuck we are still learning! I realize that the times when i am sick that spirit is telling me to slow down, relax stop thinking so much and try to see the bigger picture. When we push ourselves too hard we stop living in the present and start living in the future world of worry and anxiety. Meditation is great and all but honestly you are going through your own awakening just by being you and that’s a beautiful thing too. Getting signs from the universe does not come from a place of searching for answers, it’s comes from inner knowing. synchronicity is not something to find, it finds you when you are ready for it. The trick is to be patient with your self and also be gentle to yourself. All will fall into place when you are ready, the fact that you are searching alone shows me that you are willing to learn and are learning to get where you need to be. We must not be so hard on ourselves all the time, when we are, we feel we are limited when we live in a world of limitless potential. It is a matter of learning to access that within yourself when you are ready.
Much love <3