I have some pretty clever thoughts but when I open my mouth to speak, they don’t flow as well as I thought nor the way yours seem to flow. I literally crave knowledge/understanding but if its just sitting in my brain, what’s the point? Even with this question, I don’t think I got my point across to you the way I really wanted and it’s frustrating in a way. Any suggestions?
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I get the huge word Confidence! ringing through my head…This seems like a throat issue, the throat and the solar plexus are deeply linked because it’s our expression of ourselves tied into our self-esteem of ourselves that gives us personal power. Personal power is all about self-empowerment and activating our divine will of Truth and expression.
I actually used to be very shy and reserved until i had to get a full time job at a bakery. This taught me how to communicate better because i had to talk to the customers and specialize orders for them to tell me exactly what they wanted. I also have a deep knack for story writing and poetry which developed my love of writing. It takes practice but it really is about confidence. Confidence and also not being serious all the time, the ability to have fun and enjoy yourself, laugh at yourself, it really helps give you a nice self-esteem boost. When i was learning piano, I was envious of Tori Amos my favorite musician. My instructor told me the best way to learn is by stop pretending to be everyone else, laugh at your mistakes, and when you learn to sing your own tune you develop a confidence that transcend the envy of trying to be something you’re not. We all have our own song to sing and if we all sang the same song as the other, well that would get quite boring afterawhile 🙂
So if you can’t speak what you want to say find a new medium, writing, poetry, music, art, listen to others, find that point within yourself to truly sing your own song and find the confidence within yourself again.
And you got your point across perfectly, don’t second guess yourself, follow your gut instinct and you will blossom <3
sending love to you <3
Ash
