I initially awakened almost a year ago and I pursued it for a long time, but summer really damaged my progress because I was living at home and it wasn’t good for me, so I slipped back into unconsciousness. What can I do to “re-awaken” myself in a sense? I’d really like to cleanse myself to create a fresh start.
Awakening is more of a process and awakening of ourselves, it is not like a lightswitch where you awaken one day and you turn it off the next. It’s a process of the soul, it is not just about peace of mind, present moments, inner stillness and meditation, It’s about learning about the light and dark of ourselves. Our ego side is as important as our Soul. Our Ego and negative thoughts teach us greatly about our personal fears, weakness and past karmic bonds. Our negative is balanced within our Positive thoughts. So Awakening is a journey, it is about realizing we are both positive and negative our unconscious/super conscious/subconscious is all connected to the other so if we slip into a different state of mind it does not mean we aren’t awakened anymore it’s ALL a part of Spiritual Awakening. Coincidentally when we feel lost and stuck we actually learn the most about ourselves because we are going deeper into the realm of our psyche. It is the same mechanism of when you are tripping, when you are coming up you are battling the ego when you reach the peak you are crossing the threshold of awareness and when you are coming down you take everything you learned WITH you. In this same analogy, this is how our soul processes, it is all about the intergration of our soul into the multidimensional self. Therefore this is truly about the Transcendence of the Ego into Soul. The new age community seems to be all light and fluffy about 99% of the time and they tell you to ignore these ‘negativie entities’ and negative emotions’ but all that does is suppress them. You are still under the mechanism of fear if you believe that negative thoughts should be ignored instead of faced and accepted as part of your being as well. We have been through various reincarnations where we have played the Dark ones and the Light ones through this playground of God Source. Spiritual Awakening is all about Accepting all facets of the self, both the positive and the negative aspects. Everything happens for a reason even when we feel that something damaged our spiritual progress this is a conponent of growth and we learn something from it so we can grow in our own awareness. It is not about point A and B it’s about realizing it doesn’t matter if you get to point B it’s about the journey. Awakening isn’t always a fun and happy experience, there are dark times and there are light times but it’s about accepting our entire PAST self so we can move forward, clear these energies and embrace the New energies. We are both, it’s more a matter of self-love and Self-Acceptance of our multidimensional self between our past present to build our future.
Much love <3