Is it possible to intentionally turn off/retire synchronicity? I’m curious because there is someone I vibed with very well until I was cheated. I may have hurt myself simply because I trusted them with more love than I was able to reciprocate with forgiveness. I truly feel like I had to undermine our connections to turn our relationship to shit, aka turn off out synchronous tendencies and it has worked but it’s painful and I feel like I just stunted a world of growth. How do I fix this?
It sounds like to me your heart chakra is blocked which is why you don’t feel in tune with Synchronicity. Synchronicity and the symbols for that matter don’t necessarily disappear or retire, we just move out of alignment due to a shift in the energy. We can just as easily go back into alignment with Synchroncity. You have to think of this period for you as a huge shift in your inner growth of transformation.
When our heart is blocked, it closes off our top chakras from functioning to their full capacity. The heart can be due to many things lack of self-love on either side, lack of forgiveness or trust, lack of emotional connection, lack or feelings being expressed and shared. It can be many things and i’m sorry you are going through a rough time but beating yourself up about things will not change things for you. Sometimes as terrible as it is, things have to fall apart for better things to come together. It may seem painful right now but what happened is your relationship served as catalyst for you to grow and transform. Our relationships are our deepest mirror of ourselves and when we spend so much time belittling ourselves over what happened in the past, we lose ourselves in the present. I know this feeling, your mind is questioning itself, what could i have done differently, what didn’t i say? what didn’t i do that would of made this connection work, how was i not offering myself, was i guarding myself, what did i do wrong that inspired this to happen? You have to forgive yourself, you didn’t do anything, synchroncity didn’t retire on you or anything like that.
Sometimes the hardest thing we have to face is ourselves. You have regrets and you are feeding on them, you are feeding on your past and it is clouding your judgment, you don’t feel in alignment because you are constantly reflecting on the past this is why the symbols aren’t speaking to you. The important thing is to not blame yourself but instead accept the past and accept yourself. The best way to heal from this is start loving yourself again despite what happened, forgive others and forgive yourself especially, find what makes you happy again and stay present with your feelings. Grow inside of yourself and stop questioning what already happened.
Once you’re ready to let go, you will blossom like a flower.
sending love and healing light to you <3