lately my energy has just switched. ive been in this deep negative, depressed state, and i cant get out. i think my ego is trying to take over? my guides/higher self keep trying to help me get out of this, but i just cant and i dont know why this is happening. its actually kinda pushing me to the edge and im contemplating harming myself. i never wanted to get to this point. can you help me in any way?
It is through our suffering by traveling the darkness of our own souls that we eventually find the light again. the awakening is not easy, there are as many good times as bad. it through our own ‘dark night of the soul’ that we embrace ourselves in totality by accepting ourselves with all our faults. It is hard some days but we must have strength and courage during these rough times for are all going through pain of some type or another but it through our struggles that we find our strength to perserve through our darkest times.
The best way to fight ego is to realize that it will always be a part of you but it through transcendence of the ego into soul that we realize we are both. We all feel emotions both the pleasures and the pains and we have to just ride them through by accepting ourselves. By surrendering into yourself you will find the love within your heart. I used to have self-worth self abuse issues too and i have found that it is truly hard at times to fight this but what you need to do is channel this pain in positive way. Whatever you love to do, whenever you feel this way again, channel your energy into something positive instead of hurting yourself or others around you. I always like to write when i’m in a horrible mood or draw, find your own creative outlet to release these thoughts, release this pain and release this depression.
You can get through this, all you need is strength, courage and to learn to love yourself.
I truly hope things get better for you
Much love and healing light <3