Our minds and our thoughts. It’s kind of weird if you think about it. We can actually hear our own thoughts in our voices.I get frustrated with life. I’m not tired of living but I’m sick of living on this earth. I constantly search the web in hopes that one day, just one day…I might find the truth. But I don’t know what the truth is. So what am i searching for? Sometimes I want to give up. But giving up is too easy. I don’t want to commit suicide or anything. I want just want to leave.
I think when we try to search for the secret to life outside of ourselves we are still stuck under the illusions of dissociation. There is no reason to leave this earth, you are HERE for a reason and your higher self knows this deep down within your subconscious. Frustration is caused by the solar plexus and not feeling like you are in control of your reality. There is a deep sadness inside of the angry imbalanced solar plexus. Solar plexus can only be healed by realizing you are ALWAYS in control of your will and your life choices. The power is in your thoughts, your thoughts power your world into being.
I really want to emphasis this fact that anyone who is looking for a home outside of themselves is still not seeing the connection between both worlds. We don’t need to leave to realize this deep truth within our beings, your soul is your home. The aliens aren’t coming to ‘save’ us and bring us ‘home’, Jesus isn’t coming to save us and take us to salvation either. We may feel we are different or another species but we are all vastly connected. It’s all about different perspectives. You say you are constantly searching online for answers. It inevitably starts with YOU. You are the channeler, you are the bridge, you are the connection between the fluidness of the spiritual world into the material world. Not only can we hear our thoughts through our voices but we can FEEL our emotions and the listening of others channels and frequency currents. There is so much I within this passage you give me, why do you want to leave? Do you not feel good enough, not qualified enough? You say you don’t want to give up but then why do you feel you want to leave? I’m asking this in a positive approach to get you to think about what you trying to express. This feels to me like you are SEARCHING, soul searching for answers. When we get caught up searching instead of just being and acknowledging our existence. We are not listening to our intuition. It is one thing to listen and acknowledge our deep thoughts it is highly another to just be still and let feelings and intuitive perception come to you. The answers you are searching for cannot be found in any book, teacher, guru, online website, etc. they can only be realized and brought to fact within you.
So what i think the big thing that this message is screaming at me is you are not listening to your inner voice. you’re not FEELING your intuition. you are thinking too much ultimately. Thinking is not a terrible thing but when we OBSESS and CONSUME ourselves in these thought patterns instead of learning to just be by feeling we are blocking our intuition and soul to grow. You’re not releasing your thoughts, you’re holding onto them constantly searching….Searching online in fact points me to the symbolism of searching within the mind. Our mind is like a computer, it has many compartment and files we can go through but sometimes we have to stop ourselves from going to google all the time and instead listen to ourselves. Listen to our hearts. The answer is already there if you are ready to hear it but first it starts with listening. Listening to yourself, feeling your emotions, letting go of thoughts and inevitably listening to others as well. Sometimes the best teacher we can have access to and the best search engine is OURSELVES.
Therefore what i truly hope you take from this message and something my guides always tell me when i need it a lot especially because i tend to be an empathetic sponge sometimes. The big one for me is anxiety lately (sidenote: i’m betting we’re entering a new shift since full moon)
When you feel this way next time, instead of getting stuck in your own blackhole(past and future thinking constantly)
STEP OUTSIDE OF YOURSELF. figuratively speaking, just let go of it all. And instead of hearing all these consuming thoughts, take a break. Instead tune into the atmosphere around you, listen to the people, listen to the animals, listen to the wind roaring, really try to listen without thoughts. I know that sounds strange but this will save you sooo much pain. You have to step outside of yourself. why? because when we are empaths and FEEL everything. we are feeling us and we are feeling them. all of them. positive. negative. neutral. and everything inbetween and we are also feeling our everything especially when we are alone and don’t connect with others. when you are upset, Don’t you always feel a thousand times worse when you are alone? This is because we are circling these thoughts within our torus energy field. and you’re not coming out for air so it feels likes you are drowning. They say if you can be happy and comfortable when you’re in your own company, you are at peace with yourself.
Truly the most powerful thing is our mind, it’s the only thing that our advanced technology can’t even fully understand because WE are the highest technology. Our mind is the computer and you have the ability to tune in and connect your frequency into the Unified field of others and yourself. The mind is not only a world of thought, it is most powerful when it is projecting emotions and listening to our feelings.
You are a divine vehicle like a car or a spaceship, you are the one in control of your thoughts, your feelings and your choices of action. Therefore it is about learning about the connection between our spirit and mind unified in one through the connecting bridge of the heart merkaba.
You can search all you want, but the answers will forever be inside of you, you just have to be ready to listen <3
Thank you for getting my mind moving so early 🙂
much love and healing <3