The things you wrote about all those weird energies – i totally understand. i’ve been feeling them too. and it’s a great comfort that someone out there may understand all this.
also with the stuff about weed: i smoked last night and again i had strange feelings of anxiety, feeling energy being pushed into my body, seeing angry faces when closing my eyes and even seeing things that weren’t actually ‘there’ when i opened them (like little dancing ghosts). it kind of feels like going crazy and still i know that all this is very real.
i also just started seeing auras the other day without even trying. it’s like all those fears and also all those abilities that we forgot about like seeing auras and feeling energies come up to the surface.
i just started learning about the chakras and i realized that i knew the answers all the time: i was diagnosed with scoliosis when i was about 12 and that was a time when i had to cope with mental abuse, not being able to speak and break free from toxic relationships. i always thought that scoliosis had something to to with not being able to speak my own truth but i never actually told anybody because this would be considered as completely crazy. now, about 12 years later, i found out that scoliosis is associated with the throat-chakra.. this blew my mind. when i started working on curing my scoliosis through physical therapy i automatically worked on my throat-chakra too without even knowing it – i started to break free, speak my truth and being the person i really was and wanted to be. to me this proofs that we have some deep intuition about what we have to do and how we can heal ourselves and others.
again, thanks for sharing your experiences and all this information. we seem to live in a wonderful yet difficult time and it’s very comforting and inspiring to find out that somebody feels the same way.
Thanks so much for sharing your own story, you seem like a beautiful soul 🙂
It’s amazing the power of the chakra system isn’t it? It’s like you dont even realize the power thoughts can have on your reality until you start witnessing it for yourself through your own personal experiences.
Also this continuous discussion of the changes with weed and starseeds is super interesting to me. I seriously think it has something to do with how our subconscious minds are getting much stronger and it’s having a greater impact on our psyche. In other words i think we’re feeling more and more of our subconscious when we smoke these days. Another thing i noticed is it seems like fears are almost coming back? My anxieties peak a lot these days and i believe it’s about releasing the fears of the future. I think this is about transitioning our ego and releasing old thought patterns. Also the world of the subconscious is also immensely filled with illusions because it is directly linked to the world of all thought so we have to remember that, especially when smoking 😉
“ it kind of feels like going crazy and still i know that all this is very real. ” this made me giggle, it really DOES feel like that lately, you’re not alone <3
Much love to you <3