This year has been quite a journey for me. But the last few days have gotten even more intense. I walk around with this feeling of peace but not peace…I’ve never felt like that before. I can be feeling two emotions simultaneously, the not quite peacefulness always, along with whatever else. It is constant, it’s almost excitement, maybe living at a higher frequency. It’s propelling me toward something and I want to know how I can help the world right now, this very moment. What do you think?
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It’s so interesting you say that because i feel like lately when i feel ego surfacing it’s usually the total opposite. Like for example this girl walked into my work with a really mean look on her face and automatically my ego was like ‘damn what is up with that chick she seems like a bitch’ i kid you not maybe five seconds later, she’s smiling at me saying ‘I love your hair’. That’s just a small example but i’ve also been feeling the dual emotions as well, watch your thoughts especially when they turn to ego just randomly, if you fight the ego who knows you might even make a new friend 🙂
I think this is due to the fact that our emotional, spiritual, physical bodies and even brains are going through this rewiring process, so we’re trying to balance the best of both worlds right now. We feel both ego and soul at once, this kinda goes in league with what i wrote before about how we’ve entered the fourth dimension of thought and illusion. The four levels of thought resurfacing. I do continously sense something coming and it’s powerful….I feel almost anxiety and inner excitement as well, it’s like intuitively we feel it coming but we’re not exactly sure what it is? So it makes us feel both emotions at once, it’s as if your conscious mind is talking while your subconscious is feeling and they are merging together. the polarities are merging as one so now we’re starting to feel both worlds of thought. The telepathic version and the mind/ego version. We’re essentially creating balance. The vector equilibrium <3
I wonder how many others are feeling the duel emotions?
much love <3
Ash
