I’ve been having a bunch of revelations this weekend and it’s been very inspiring to me so i’d thought i’d share. I think part of this is due to the Cardinal grand cross and these two eclipses smack dab between them. I don’t know about you guys i’m seriously loving this energy, it’s the energy for miracles.
If i were to write a recap, My understanding is that Winter was all about confronting our shadow self/antithesis, confronting our past dead on and dealing with those deep old memories we had buried within our souls. One thing we deeply learned from Winter’s energy was that we all need eachother, it was about connection. Seeing ourselves in eachother as we are a collective mind. We also saw how we kept reliving past memories like a recycling of previous experience. Winter was all about introspection, reflection and dealing with deep internal issues of ourselves and our darkness. i felt like Winter’s energy gave us this snowball effect that led up until the Spring Equinox which was a pure initiation point. The light started returning, we felt less foggy spiritually.
After the equinox, we started feeling a bit more in control and revelations started returning, spiritual mojo started coming back and it was as if everything was starting to turn…a big turning point for the collective. Then we felt like there was an anxious energy for April, a lot of people felt that, the closer we got the more we felt it. These eclipses are all about yin/yang energy masculine and feminine. If we were to translate that into consciousness, the Lunar eclipse was all about feminine energy and the solar eclipse is all about masculine energy, which is a HUGE unification and union of the god/goddess archetype of kundalini flow(ida and pingala). Smack dab between a beautiful and transformation alignment(13 13 13 13 GATEWAY/STARGATE ) with mars retrograde and oppositions. We have the perfect formula for ridiculously deep change, transformation and the ability to start breaking down paradigms.
I posted all i possibly could on this cardinal grand cross because it felt vastly important and if you go back into the archive you can see a lot more details on what the cardinal grand cross holds…
So around the Lunar Eclipse energy, i kept having these very lucid dreams that i was writing about on here, where i would be in a dream scenario and then something would happen either a fear or i would just flat out say ‘i don’t want to be here anymore or i don’t want to be in this situation anymore’ then i would literally teleport out and land into this void space of total darkness where i would be flying/swimming in a pool of darkness. this dream haunted me because i kept experiencing the same dream about 6 times within the past week or so. As you guys know i am all about dream symbols and paying attention to symbols/patterns/deja vu within dream world and waking reality. Then i started having this song also haunt me called Original Sinsuality by Tori amos, particularly this part about gnostism:
I’m calling you
You are not alone
You are not alone
In your Darkness
You are not alone
Which also reflected back to the dream i was having…Well Adam and I had a relaxing day to ourselves since baby is sleeping all night now and decided to take 4-ho-mipt which is a beautiful tryptamine, very light, angelic, gentle and it just had this miraculous mental clarity. It was like encountering an old friend. The beauty of tryptamines is they are so NORMAL and real. The previous day before the trip i was so nostalgic recalling deep old wounds, old aspects or myself and just being really reflection, a friend of mine i was talking to that day said “it’s good to be nostalgic but don’t get trapped in your old memories instead think of them through the heart” Which really stood out to me.
Then that night on the miprocin i had this beautiful vision of a door, that would bend and contract and i saw it opening, thinking it as a gateway that we were stepping through like a portal Into another world. This other world was here, in the now, inner stillness deep stillness, pure present vision. I realized i was the door and the gateway all along. we’re creating the new paradigm right now and we all have the choice to open that door ourselves. There are some more aware than others but if you’ve been paying attention things are truly changing and shaping our new paradigm. We are building the foundation right now as we learn to step into ourselves and reclaim our minds.
Now the dream i was still questioning even in this state and it just came to me….Remember winter and how we felt we were stuck in old memories? That’s because many are still stuck in their old memories and are choosing to pick a direction to take! Some of the collective is still stuck in 3rd dimensional thinking and they are stuck within their old memories not realizing that when they are present and embrace inner stillness they are already free. We are creating the new paradigm with our ACTIONS in the now! This is also why manifestation is getting much easier because when we operate from the NOW, we can manifest with the law of attraction. That dream i had about teleporting into a black void space/darkness was because that world isn’t created yet! We’re stepping out of the 3rd paradigm to awaken the new, We’re READY to start creating our new reality but we can’t do this alone we have to do this together.
We have to think about this from both standpoints. We are a collective mind and if people who are still trapped in 3d fears start thinking in fear in the higher paradigm those fears would manifest into reality. All is projection all is mind. Your soul is a co-creator of the multiverse and what you think and desire is what you project into your world, your reality. What we think we become, Life is very magical 😉
You cannot let fear rule your reality any longer, the past is over, don’t let old memories haunt you and rule your life. Stop being on recycle! Our karmic bonds are released if you let them. It is time to start creating our dreams, our wishes, our desires, our peace of mind into this reality. Don’t let fear define you anymore, you are free.
The future isnt written and it is yours for the taking, how do you wish to see it, how do you want to create the new world, how do you want to see the new paradigm? this is what you want to ask yourself and tell yourself, write a list of things that are holding you back and then write a list of positive affirmations of what you want to create, who do you want to be, what do you want to do, where do you want to live,etc. We need to impact ourselves with NEW IDEAS and NEW EXPERIENCES to clear the old memories and wipe out the karmic ones. If we were Neo in the Matrix we would be getting the “reboot” program which is why we keep seeing repeats and deja vu. Do you feel stuck in a rut or stagnant? This is because you are still deciding on a direction to take. It’s like after the procession, we entered a point of blank slate and many didn’t see that ascension definitely DID happen. Well what would happen if we were to align with a new Paradigm? Our old memories would surface for clearing because we would see we don’t need our karmic bonds anymore!
This is high tide those that are awakened and see the truth to step into their grace and truth. Reclaim yourselves and your multifaceted soul. Realize the multidimensional being that you are and are becoming if not already. the barriers are lifted and your chains are released, the alignment is in place, the gateway is open, and it is time you realize you are the Door all along.
Ascension is here, Ascension is you. The ticket to ascension is seeing that you have already ascended into the NOW. the present moment, see that you are the vehicle connecting the bridge between the spiritual world and material world to operate your consciousness at a higher oscillate. You are the one you’ve been looking for, the answers are inside of you as the universe is inside of you. We are creating a new universe and a new paradigm that is awakening the new evolution of this planet’s crystalline core structure. The veil is breaking and our old memories are returning to be cleared, our energy is changing as our nervous system is also changing. The new structures are in place and now we are learning to walk now that we have learned who we are as infinite co-creators of reality.
This message will either bring harmony or cognitive dissonance, but either way it’s bound to shake a few of you and see that it is time we stop living in our past and stop hitting replay, it’s time to hit play and let our present actions by choice create our reality. We are all made for this potential within ourselves, we need to communicate, we need to open ourselves up, we need to listen to others frequencies and see the mirror of ourselves within them. We are all ONE collective mind, each versica piscis linking to the next to create The Tree of Life within the multiverse. It is time to believe in not only ourselves but the faith of the universe for we are one <3
Don’t get stuck in your own blackhole 😉
Instead learn to stay conscious in the
Imagine. believe. create.