Yesterday, I was meditating. A moment came and I started to go numb from my feet and hands to my body, and they all prickled. I was very disturbed and sure that this wasn’t a good feeling, I tried to open my eyes and move. I couldn’t. I really tried hard to do so, and when I opened my eyes I had to fight so hard just to keep them open, it was like dying. I saw the floor befor me split and a dark, matte cloud started expanding sideways. I then felt asleep. I am scared, Ash, what could this be?
these are just your thoughts, one thing i have been learning lately is that our thoughts are very powerful beings. Try to dismantle fear whenever you have these thoughts again. Fear can automatically lower our vibrations, so say you jokingly thought you ate poision or that you thought the water with flouride would harm you, you will think you’re eatting poison, of course we’re eternal anyway so they’re just thought patterns this is when you realize that the only person who can change your vibrations is you 🙂
So when you were meditating you were probably in such a relaxed astral state that when your body embodied whatever you were feeling within that state of disturbed pain that was what you automatically felt because you were in a state of present thinking void space. Also you probably induced astral projection which would also make your body feel this way. Don’t be frightened, you are eternal and limitless, believe me 🙂
Hope things get better for you dear
Much love and healing light <3