You’re always answering questions about other people (which I love since they’re always in depth and you don’t shit talk about stuff you don’t know about) but I wanna ask a question about you. What was your most vivid/memorable lucid dream/OBE etc experience and what were you able to take from that?
Well Thank you i think it’s important to have integrity but also be modest, I don’t think everyone knows everything. There is always learning every single day so i like to think of this as a pathway to the truth, an eternity of learning about our minds, the cosmos outside of us and how these two connect in understanding.
This is honestly hard to answer because spiritual awakening isn’t really about one standout memory for me. This is my life now whether i am at home alone, out with people or at the grocery store my mind is constantly feeling energy of others and having these otherworldly experiences. I read people all the time and the thoughts just come, i see things all the time, i feel symbols and try to work from different mediums. I observe. i’m a keen observer of not only my thoughts but the stories of others. I listen and observe like a silent raven in the eye of night or the grace of a panther. All is memories past present and future. These feelings never leave me….
I think all these experiences both the good and the bad have taught me numerous things about myself. Especially when i took tryptamines(moxy, 4-aco-dmt and 4-homipt) a few times but honestly my favorite sober experience…there is just so many. I could say seeing energy for the first time that was really the starting point. I was studying philosophy downstairs at my college and i remember seeing out of the corner of my eye this blue orb clear as day just sitting across from me. I read later it’s called the blue pearl which is a projection of your consciousness. I see streams of light in the sky or flashing orbs sometimes or the grid lines. I remember seeing the constellations at night one time and seeing how all of them are connected within energy currents. I remember around 2011 i just kept having visions and channeling experiences about the energy around the pyramids and recalling memories of my life in Egypt as a high priestess.
There was also the time around christmas when i started recalling my past lives and that was truly a powerful moment in my life. Or the time i started understanding the archetypes and symbols, it really changes your perspective on life itself. There are symbols all around us very much like living a dream within a dream. There are glitches or if you will patterns and deja vu occurences. There are subtle energy symbols imprinted everywhere. All is symbol. All is myth. And if you are paying attention they are truly everywhere, everyday wherever you are, on your tv, on billboards, even in conversations, it’s all symbols. At first i thought i was losing it but eventually those patterns start connecting together and everything turns into this snowball effect over your mind. Every where you go and everything you say has an effect and it’s translated into your subconscious. It’s all a part of the puzzle. I’ve had so many lucid dreams it’s hard to recall them all, sometimes it’s like i don’t dream correctly i have memory dreams where i am fully conscious and can catapult myself into different dreams, like doorways. Its hard to explain. I personally believe astral projection is merely the tip of the iceberg, there is so much more out there. Your mind is limitless as your soul is limitless and it’s a neverending journey. So i know this probably wasn’t the answer you were expecting but it’s all a part of the journey if i were to say i have a favorite memory i’m discounting the fact that all have been divine teachers to me and all have shaped who i am today
much love <3